Today, I am exhausted. After fooling around by someone...
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Sometimes I think I am foolish!!! Why can not make adecision between two people whom u like!
One is so strong, proud, and sensitive. I don't know even if he likes me or not. I am afraid to be with him. I am scared of being hurt. I know that something bothers him. He might have a girlfriend who dumped him, or something like that. I don't know what to do! Broke up or not!!!!I don't know what is attract me to him?? Is that love? I don't know. The feeling is so strong which make me weak and helpless!!! Today, I did not want to play my role as I was before. I wanted to be tough as the hardest rock in the world, but I could not.
However, the other guy!!! Poor him. I know that he likes me, maybe loves me but ashamed of telling me. He is sensitive as well, but I know that he is not cheating. I trust him. I am happy with him. He makes me laugh and comfortable. I like him, but,...
Dear God, please help me. choose the one who is good for me!!!